Monday, 10 December 2012

Final Fantasy 8 as copied from Lucifer





FinaL FantaSy VIII ~ "Let the BAttLe BegiN"



Many teaRs fLow as the AnGeL of Light was put down to rest, 
to make way foR the Fire, 
the souRce for the light to light the darknesS..


Unknowing to many that fiRe is far greateR than the Sun, 
bearing the Fire of the Earth DragoN, 
letting go itS beastLy fiRe tiGeRs 
LooSe to the kinGdom of Man, 
burninG the entiRe existance to light the path of niGht and day..

As the night iS dark and the daY is bright, now the tWo become united by the coLorS of grey.. the coLorS of smoKe..

"KiLL me a hundred time n thousandS of me wiLL be reborN, KneeL down and bow to Him your creatoR..", he says with the rage of fiRe, a different kind of fire, the coLor of earth, the coLor of greeN n the coLor of mud..

"As, my love oneS await me.. 
My Queen of darkNess from the kingdom of the sky, 
My Queen of coLdness from the kingdom of deep water 
My Queen of heat from the Kingdom of the deepest Fire of HeLL.."

As poLaR wiLL shift,

onCe coLd wiLL become hot..

OnCe hot wiLL be coLd..

Where u feeL the torment of heLL was, now wiLL peacefuLL of heaven n the heaveN u see wiLL be the toRment of heLL..untiL, there is baLance..

Bring baLance to the woRLd, spread Love as love is the medaLLion to be won in the kinGdom of heart, where, the fiNaL battLE wiLL be..



Find the baLance, and aLL wiLL be averaGE.. pray n pray n pray n pray, that average wiLL be the best, as such baLAnce, as such harmony..

We are equaL n yet, equaL is the onLy thing Left to be fought foR n if aLL is Lost.. have faith n Let it go the the One that createS, the One that controLs aLL kingdom, be it of man and or otheR creatioNs..

          FiNaL battLe approacheS, but the War is far to be seeN.. So.. Let the battLe beGin !!!!

"The DeviL VerSuS The Man iN White of The WorLd"

From the wriTeR of FinaL FantaSy, "Let The BattLe beGin".. ~ 698888888869 ~

Sunday, 9 December 2012

Black Widow Avengers


The Black Widow is a world class athlete, gymnast, acrobat, aerialist capable of numerous complex maneuvers and feats, expert martial artist (including karate,judo, ninjutsu, aikido, savate, various styles of kung fu, and boxing), marksman, and weapons specialist as well as having extensive espionage training. She is also an accomplished ballerina.
 

Final Fantasy 7 as copied from Lucifer




FinaL FantaSy 7 ~ "My AngeL's Last Wish"


My dyinG AngeL's Last Wish ~

To the BrotherS I LOved, aNd To the SisteRs I aDoRes.. LooK at me, Look at my beautifuL face befoRe I Leave you, as after I die.. it won't be BeautiFuL anymore..



To die aLone in thiS dark n loneLy road is my desTiny, its my wish n itS my dream.. becauSe I have wronged me, so I wronGed you guyS n manY..

I have Loved, yeah but I too have Lied.. as I thought it wouLd protect the oNe that I love.. but, iN doinG so, I have wronged me, wronged my faiTh to him.. I can never be the same afTer, as I have Lost that battLE of me..



To wiSh you guyS the happineSs I can never have, is with fuLL of jeaLousy n yet happiNess at the same time.. 

SadneSs comes to me, as, I just reaLise at the end of my jouRney.. I'm just nothinG, no gLory of achivementS, no amount of goLd that I can take with, most importantLy... no Love that I can caLL mine..



So my brotheRs n SisteRs, be braVe to enduRe what life have to offeR.. Show the love to them arounD you.. LeSs taking controL and more lettinG gO.. Find whY ur enemieS become ur eneMieS or what is it kept in theiR hearts.. BecarefuL of the oNes you caLL friend.. BecaRefuL of lovinG too much as, It'LL make you forget the ONE that creaTEs Love ~

Yes I aM saddened, but never regretS..

                                                             


Within you, thereS aLso fire that'LL keep you warm, like the earth with fuLL of hot larva within, that wiLL keep you warm iN the dark houRs of dayS, without The Sun..

I biD you fareweLL, as, I won't Leave you without love n care.. but hiS love wiLL be a different one from mine, as hiS, comeS with raGE n angeR.. underStands him than you wiLL see..


My heaRt is weak as, I can't bear beinG without love.. I came back to test love agaiN, but it haS faiLed me on my finaL battLe.. As Darkness of one seLf, of mySelf consumed the light that I carry, thuS consuminG Me with it ~

I thought the worLd had faiLed me, but I was wronG.. I have faiLed the worLd ~




As I have faLLen, from the higheSt of heaven to the bottom pit of heLL, to Die..

Love aLwayS ~ 

Ur AngeL of Light....

~ From The FinaL fantaSy 7 ~ 

Final Fantasy 6 as copied from Lucifer






In the beginning of time, wheN everything was onLy peacefuL N oNLy siLence was heard, The ALL MIghty, Most LOving and UnderstandiNg decides to give choices in aLL HiS creations, to test them about faith, their faith to HIM..



One Day GOd decide to create Adam, a new universe of HiS own and puts aLL eLements of HiS creations into one system, The Earth, The Moon and The Sun, just to let them feeL life, to let HIS creations have what they don't before, choiceS, Desire, sensations n many more..



ALL creationS were happY at the start as they feLt thiS iS something new which they haven't expLore n experience yet and God is giving this as a gift to them..


Fire and Darkness was happy as they were given the oppurtunitieS to feeL the Love the have for one another, but then somethinG eLse happens.. In that GaLaxy of where Adam Is, Adam asked for a partner, So God decided, the best to give him was "The Darkeness HerseLf, as Adam is fire which bear light and ice which bear darkness, the resemblance of God HimseLf .. 





When God took the darkness out from Adam to create Eve, Fire was so outraged as, he can feeL now Love, and that love was taken away from him..

But God then whispered to fire, that he too wiLL be within darkneSS, within Eve, to Light her path, n, in the end later, promise to be united with her again..

So, when that day came, when God asked fire, " Why.? Is it because of your Ego (outraged), you won't kneeLdown to Adam, which I have created with my two hands?"

The DeviL sayS to God "As, there was something that you have whispered to me deaR GOD"
&
The DeviL's answered "Dear God, how do I submit to anything eLse.. Other than you"

As, there was an understanding that the DeviL HimSeLf didn't understood yet at that time, why God asked Him to submit to anything eLse, other than Him, The ALL Mighty.. Is it a test to see his LoyaLty, "So, the DeviL thought".




But after many thousands of years later, The DeviL aLso found hiS own reason, why he can't bring himseLf down to submit to humans, to earth, n now, he aLso understood why God commands him to do so in the first pLace.. So he says to the One who creates,

"Dear God, I understand now why I am given this task, to be a Fire, to spend eternity of judgement in that HeLL you have created n that heLL is "within the heart of humanS themseLveS".

He finaLLy ask God permiSSion to do his finaL task..

"Dear God, these humanS are so seLfish, they say they beLieve, but do they.?
Do they reaLLy.? As beLieve is in Faith and not the prayers that they do.."
They have aLL the eLements you have created, of good n bad, of seLfish n seLfLess in them, to get the baLance, to do what task that have been giveN onto them, n yet the forget, they became JUst SeLfish"..

"THey have forgotten that you ruLe your Kingdom, and its extension is beyond eny of your creation can imagine.. Yet they think they are in controL of the Life, their death, the money they bring back home, the food n drink, their chiLdren, what happiness they've got"..

"The more knowledgabLe they are, the less faith they became.. They thought You creates them to pray to you.. Have they not understand that you don't get anymore strength from the prayer they give to you, As you Are The ALL Mighty"..

"Have they not known that, the prayer is for them, n yet theY became so demanding on others n start judging others but not their heart, their faith n themseLveS"..

"Have they not know that the prayer is to re charge Mother earth as it baLanceS back the negative effects of radiations against earth magnetic core, so, the earth wiLL keep the rotationS as how it was for many thousand or miLLinon of years.. So that THE Sun Doesn't Rise From the West"..











"Are they such ignorants, to understand, that aLL reLigionS are created by you m for them, as each n every reLigion have the roLe to play to take care of mother earth"..

"Have they not listen to what you keep saying that Muhammad is The Last Messanger, The Last Preacher, that no One or even a community is aLLowed to preach anymore, but onLy to share what they understandS"..


"They are fuLL with Ego n Nonsenses my dear Lord"..


"As they say they do the prayerS for you, but actuaLLy doing it for themselves, for Jannah.. Dig into their hearT and you wiLL see I Speak the truth", "If you take away that Jannah, I"LL bet you, 99% of them wiLL faiL you.."


"For you My God, My Lord, they are unwiLLing to go to heLL, Unlike my SoLDierS of Fire, deviLs, SatanS n DemonS.. and my army of darknest.. For you my God, my Lord, any fire is LIke water for uS, is like the light to show us the way"..


"They don't beLieve, they don't take care of each other, the don't heLp enough, they don't share, as per your surah AL BAqaRah Ayath 6 ~ ShouLd I bow to them that have no faith or less faith than my foLLowerS.? "


"I'm the one they condemned, as my judgement is with you and you aLone, as, the OnLY One that knows what you have whispered to me, is YOU..n.. ME.. Who are they to judge me, such ignorant humanS"..


"But now I understand about sumbitting to them, to mother earth, which is submitting to YOU, not them per say, as my aswerS to you My God, my Lord, was in my statement in my previous bLog, regarding the Dragon (SouL/fire) n the TigeR (BodY/earth)" , so boSS, forgive me or not, its up to you n never mine to ask 4, as I stiLL have mY Task, my road is set, n I wiLL foLLow my couRSe.."


"And Dear God, if you wiLLs it, Let me let LooSe aLL the DemonS of heLL to create such HavoC in these worLd to teach aLL these unGratefuL creation that have been makinG such troubLE, n may ur mercy save them from my Army of HELL ~ AMEEN !!!! "

The EnD ~

~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~

Waah my brain is so tired after creating such fantasy Stories.. Hurmm maybe one day it couLd be made into a movie huh, who knows hehe.. So guys, thank you for reading, n now lets go back to reaLity where we live and find money for ourseLf, forget otherS, as they never wiLL care about uS, right? Who needS sharing, what i get is aLways mine n mine aLone hee :D .. CheeRs !!!! ~88888888~

"The DeviL iN KuaLa LumpuR"

Final Fantasy 5 as copied from Lucifer

FinaL Fantasy V ~ DeviL's Whispers



He came to me in the darkenest of night

Like a breath of air siLentLy passing by

Whispering a secret of man of you and me

TeLLing a stories of Lies or truth




Surrender to me", he says ..asking me to foLLow

To the very deep n thats how deep an ocean is

To find our beLief in the One we beLieve

To gain wisdom by putting knowLedge aside




He waLked gaLLantLy Like The King of Kings

No hesitation No Worries or doubt with Feet touches the ground n yet 
His hair touches the skY ~ Is he sane or insane..

Does the words speaks the truth "Lie owh Lie to me", he said.. As you can never do

"This is the gift God had given to me"

"Where can you hide my pretty one as 
God has His pLan ~ Let go to me and I'LL show you victory"


 


 He swears n He curse to make way for the Sun Burning with fire 

Like the fire of HeLL 

Gate must be open to bring justice on earth 

To say "I'm the truth" no one eLse to be bLame "Hey victory, you were promise to me", he said.. 

To find a soLution no one dares to bring answers too 

Regrets are a few but that few is enough 

To start aLL over iS to find peace n Love, that joy of life, the serenity of Living.. 

In this one pLace, where we wiLL aLL enjoy the peacefuL of heaven and/or the Pain of the heart



The DeviL iN KuaLa LumpuR
 ~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~

Friday, 7 December 2012

My Eternal Flame.. Eternal Soulmate


Dear Lucifer ...

6 is my number ..
this is the sixth month since the day we met again in this world..


i had experienced many wonderful , colourful and beautiful moments 
with you which i choose to keep it forever....
those moments..
will stay in my memories ever.. 
i have never regretted 
meeting and knowing and loving you this much...
never..


i have never been loved as much as you have loved me...
and hopefully still loving me....
as i am still in love and loving you until now ... 
and forever...



i know what is inside my heart...
i can lie to many people including you...
but i can never lie to myself...


i can paint beautiful cinderella story for others to believe...
but i can never paint it to myself to believe ...


many things that need to sacrifice... 
i am willing to take that sacrifices... 
i was afraid before but not anymore... 
i am ready now ... 
whenever you are ready
please come and take me ..



i know... 
i have prayed to god to take me away from your heart...
to erase all our moments from your memories...
because i dont want you keep on hoping and expecting from me...
as hoping and expecting 
makes you sad and frustrated 
if it fails ...


your happiness is my happiness....
and i cant live knowing you are not happy...


perhaps...
for you not having that memories of me .. 
will lessen your sorrow and sadness...

but for myself... 
i choose to still have the memories of you fresh in my mind...
my body...my soul...in my dreams.... 


and my best personal moment is 
whenever i close my eyes i see you .. 
whenever i hear the sounds of the guitar 
when someone pluck its strings.. 
i shed to tears ...


whenever i see white sandy beaches ..
the clear sea water and the clear blue skies...


i see u dancing by the beach..


i see you flying ...
soaring high like an eagle ... 
i see you everywhere...


i can still smell you as if you are besides me...
kissing me tenderly..
hugging me tightly..
i can still see your sweet and charming smiles .... 
your loving eyes...




i am always here ... 
waiting for you ... 
i hv no intention of leaving you ... 
i wont ... 
i hv found you ... 


only the soul knows her mate ... 
i hv found u ... 
my soulmate...
my eternal flame...


Loving you...



Sunday, 2 December 2012

Loving Him eternally....

my RIDE.... can get one for me dear Lucifer :)


JOB is LOVE ..

the toughest job in the underworld is to become the soulmate and the Queen of the Queens to Lucifer....

Close Your Eyes dear Lucifer

Final Fantasy 4 as copied from Lucifer


FinaL FantaSy IV ~ PoeM From BLAck Widow



Love

A Great Soaring High Eagle
flew down to the bank of the river
for a sip to kill its thirst forever

As the eagle about to dip its beak
Among the leaves it peeks
Lady in Black looked so weak

As gentle as the eagle could be
The eagle said u can count on me
With weary eyes Lady In Black begins
Great Soaring High Eagle
I am in Love with Love



Love is sadness
Love is sacrifices
Love is I know you have work to do
Love is I trust you
Love is yes you can meet your friends
Love is yes you can date the girls
Love is selfless
Love is endless
Love is I care about you
Love is I want you



Great Soaring High Eagle nodded
My Lady's Love is Pain?
My Lady is so much in Love with Love and yet so much to refrain?
Love is my Soul. ...My dear eagle...
LOVE is my SOUL

~ 8888 ~ <3 <3 <3 <3 ~


# remarks from the writer
When before The DeviL met her "The BLack Widow", she was the "Lady in BLack".. NEver have that Love in her to take her out from the darkness inside her.. As that EagLe represent the DeviL himseLf, making the "The Lady in BLack" finding that pure Light within her.. turning her into that beautifuL creation of God, "The BLack Widow".. Like A Stone inside the Deepest ocean, that turns into the most beautifuL pearL  ever..

Final Fantasy 3 as copied from Lucifer


FiNaL Fantasy III ~ "What!?!"

As I Look at the time now, its aLready showing 9.57 pM.. Its StiLL earLy..
ThinKing of what to write as there are some stiLL wanderinG whats the continuation of this Sci-Fi adventuRe storY about "The DeviL & The BLack WidoW"..

For One hour I was Listening to the words of the DeviL mumbLing stuffs of which haLf of it, I can't make out.. Just enough to finish what he wants to share for just tonight~

"Revenge is sweeT, but the worK from boss, alwaYS gives me a better Pay"~

That was what the DeviL toLd me in the end.. 



When he came, the rooms was lighted up, no more darkness but I can feeL the heat of hiS fire, ever so burninG with anger, passions N revenGe..

He Stared at me as if he knows what I'm about to ask HIm.. SuddendLy with a griN he says," Don't you Fuxx"ing thinK thaT, I too have facebook.!?! I have miLLionS of followers, just that they don'know it yet.. HIh HIh Hih..."

"Do theY want to know whats the storY regarding the 'Man In White !?!, hurmmph", he asked.. "YuP, they do", with a shivering voice I answereD..

"The DeviL starts to sPeaK"~ so Listen !!!..



"The Man in White, he used to be one of us, doing the same work for boss.. As what yoU see as white, it is aLways the opposite inside.. He is a part of her Darkness as weLL, as he is She..

But , as much as the Love that he has for Boss The ALL MightY, he forgets.. he forgets to have faiths in things, aLways trying to take controL.. never Letting go to Boss anYmore.. As he starts to Love himselF more, to be seLfish !!!

He start to take contRoL, when it was made known to him by peopLe he learn stuff from, (as that is what education do sometimes to peopLE) that He wiLL be some one Big, one day,

thus.. MAking him what he is now.. TakinG controL, trying to give his best as he tought that is what Boss wants from him..



He captured BlacK WidoW heart, as to maKe use of her, of what she can offer him.. Not reaLLy because of Loving her, or being her reaL souL Mate.. But Boss is ever Loving n Boss is The MAster of Deceive to aLL the deceiver.. So, He gave him what he wants..

The MAn in White thought that aLL the money he have, aLL the loves he have, aLL his worLdLy posessions is his, as Boss lets him feeLs like that.. Let him feeLs that he is responsipLe for getting aLL those..

He can't even give what Black Widow wants.. aLways, UntiL that oneday, he feeLs like he was Loosing her..

I warned him.. but he doesn't want to listen.. Yeah I've met him and actuaLLy taLked to him..

I toLd him, if, he stiLL does the same thing of what he did to Black Widow, never Listen to her, cherisH her, HE wiLL uLtimateLy Loose her..



As, She knowS what she is doinG, training Him to trust n have faitH in GOD.. To understand that what we have, money, companies, house, cars or even Love, its aLL from Boss..
If you Let go n start giving, you wiLL get back ten foLdS.. If you try to controL, you wiLL loose in the enD..

But then, he StiLL never listen, as his faith in Boss aLmost over, even by praying 20 times a day, he have no faith anymore.. And he start to hurt the love that "The Black Widow" have for him, maybe for the Last time..as, for he never trust her, never follow what she says, never give what she asked..



He did the same thing by not givinG n Listening what "Black widoW" has been teLLing n asKinG him untiL today.. he keep askinG time n to deLay..

So, my friend, "The Man in White wiLL get what he actuaLLy wants, money, fame, acknowledgement, N he wiLL lose what he doesn't reaLLy care, the Love of "The BLAck Widow"..

As promise, she wiLL leave Him one day.. But, it won't be by my hand.. As Boss has a pLan for her.. And for him, what ever he gets, it won't be forever, as, in the end, before he Dies, Boss wiLL take it aLL back from Him, the money, the acknowledgement and fame.. As much as he wants to be caLLed "The Man In White, that is how dark in the inside of Him"..



But, I stiLL pray to bosses every day.. if by chance boss couLd change him one day.. For him to have faith n trust in Boss soLeLy...
No more controL, just Let go, n follow what Black Widow asked for, as she knows her work..

As much as she knew that "The MAn in White" marries her to use her..she stiLL have a place for him in her heart..as, she is aLso very Loving, very caring, even at times, her worK demands her not to have aLL that feeLing.. but she stiLL do..

So, write ur stoRy LittLe boy, teLL the whoLe worLd that I'LL be coming, and to ALL the "Man In White" in the entire worLd, stopped me or Not, OUR BOsses wiLL stiLL have HIS WAY, no matter what.., aLways remember this boY ~ "Revenge is sweeT, but the worK from boss, alwaYS gives me a better Pay"~"..

~~~~ ~~~~~




My jaw was open.. as, how much Love, affection they have for each other.. they stiLL love the peopLe around them.. They do care.. But Loving N caring is put aside, as they are commited to what they believe, to do GOD's bid.. To finish the unfinish tasK..

So guys, I do hope next time, I can get more storIeS from the DeviL or regarding this Sci Fi adventure storY.. I hope that some of you were entertain by it.. As..it is as reaL as it gets, if you asked me hehe..

Enjoy ur night guys, as, the night is not over, untiL Boss switch On the Light~ LOve Ya' ..CheeRs ..

~ 888 ~ ~ /||\

Final Fantasy 2 as copied from Lucifer


FinaL FAntasy 2 ~ DeviLS Short remark..

Hye guys, so sorrY.. as, the DeviL just caLLed me, he knowS I was trYing to find him to ask about the continuation of His Story..

He just gave me a shorT Poem sent bY "The BLacK WidoW" to him when they Met again after beIng reborN in thiS Life..

BAsicaLLy he saYS, he don't even know who he iS untiL it was made known to him one day, and he can't even remember reGArdinG "The Black Widow" untiL they finaLLy meet up, as, chance of meetinG up agaiN is onLy set by ThE GreaT BoSS HimseLf..and it just came in as fLashes of memory to him about Her..

The DeviL asked me to share witH you guys this smaLL littLe poem, dedicateD to him by her "The Black Widow", as, it meLts his heart..

HEre it goeS~

" PeopLe Always taLks about them being mY SouLmate..

When I was 10, a boY saiD i'm hiS souLmate, because the first
time he saw me.. he feLL in Love with me..but when i Looked at
him, i didn't feeL anYthinG..

On mY weddinG night, the man in white said i'm his souLmate
thuS we got marrieD.....but when i looked into his eYes...i don't
feeL i Love him fuLL heartedLy. ..

then a guy came and said im his souLmate...but when he wanted
to kiss my lips....i pushed him away..

then....i met u
u write it for me
u compose it for me
u sing it for me
u record it for me
u post it for me
i listen to it
i fall in Love to it
i caLL you to meet
and i kiss your Lips
then i cry..cry..cry and i smiLe

first time in my Life
i know i have found my
souLmate
for
onLy souL knows her mate

my souL...my heart...my
mind...my body is so in Love with
you....

yours....bLackwidow ~

Then the DeviL just left me with tearY eyes, I can see an HonesT drops of tears cominG down from hiS eYEs.. as I too feLt the Love theY have for each other.. So honest, so CrueL and yeT..so humbLe..

I can onLy praY for them, that the ALL Mighty God wouLd give them the best, and, I praY that Average wiLL always be the best for them and for aLL of us..

So Guys, agaiN.. Thank you for ur sweet time taken to read this.. If at anyTime, The DeviL comes in for a visit n teLLs me hiS storY.. I wiLL sureLy post it for you Guys oK.. ~888~

Final Fantasy 1 as copied from Lucifer



‎"I Am The LucKy One ~ FiNaL Fantasy"
Tonight I'LL just be crazy for once anD make a Fantasy Sci-Fi andentuRe story regardinG some made up stuFF.. hurmm..

SomethinG that is not reaL, defiEs aLL the truth of existence anD wouLd just cracK our minD about spiRituaL Living..

If writters can write a story reGarding the start of humanitY, shaLL I write a fantasY story regarding the oppoSite of our mirror Image.. If humans have their storY of life, then the DeviL, DjiNns N Satan Must have their stoRies as weLL huh..

ReaderS beware, thiS storY, even its a make do stoRy, It wiLL make your hearT race so fast N Blood pumping action much more that whaT TripLe X movie gavE.. So, for those havinG high bLood pressure, please avoid reading this storY without havinG ur MedicatioNs by your Side Always.. CaPiSH!!

If Humans have Adam & Eve ~ Let me teLL you guys another StorY that starts at similar events, but somewhere very FAR.. In the UnderworLd..



AnD The StorY iS abouT~



"The DeviL & The Black Widow"
(How Star Wars Back ground music sounds Like, but more heavy meTaL into it)


Many2 trillion years Ago, before there was anything, God first created 2, One is light N One is darkness..

As Light was create from the strongest of the strong Fire, similar goes for the darkness who was created form the darkest dark..

As the two compLiments one another, thus without day there won't be night N Vice VersaS..

As they have lived so long and as they are God's most Loved creations, they were given a chance to expLore their love N feeLings when God asK them to Go doWn to Earth to Live n do His bids.. Thus the Fire was given a new name, "The DeviL" and the Darknest was also is given a new name, "The Black WidoW"..

They were so ever in Love with each other from the start of time untiL now, the enD..



When they were sent down on earth, they were separated so Far, but due to their stronG Love, theY manage to find each other.. Ever so Loving N so caring but they stiLL have their dutY to fuLLfiLL..

The DeviL ruLes over Mother Earth for MiLLions of years, creatinG havoc n HELL on Earth, to finD others where he can maKe them his soLdiers, his foLLowers n his companions..

The same for Black Widow, who brought corruptions, the coLd feeLing of blood (coLd blooded), into the hearts of aLL LivinG N Gods creations..

The eye of the DeviL never misses hunting the hearts that is un FaithfuL to God, huntinG the seLfish ones who forgets about their creator, who thinks that theY can controL, as he knows, conTroLs is never ever given to the creations, but to have faith, to Loose controL, to let go and foLLow the commands of his creatoR.. 



As he swears to burnt down mother earth as he can never submit to the seLfishness of earth who ALways stanDs proud, too proud that it forgeTS to submit to Gods order, forgets its reason of ever being created, Loosing faith in Gods creations N in God HimseLf..

The Black Widow, with a heartLess hearts and her soLdiers, wiLL be hunting down this seLfish peopLe, to cheat them, Lie to them, to take what ever worLdly posessions this people have, people who aLways finds weaLth for themseLves N never give N never share.. 



As she and her soldiers wiLL use their stronG power of temptations, seductions N persuasions to get aLL they can get from these bunch of peopLe.. Her soLdiers are aLL over the worLd dancing n caressinG these people like the Arabian Dancers where money are just thrown to them,
and regardLess any amount theY, this seLfish peopLe throws, it wouLd never be enough to satisfY the hunger of her soLdiers..

Thousands of years passes, they have been each others husbands N wive (mates), reborn as brothers N sisters, reborn again as Mother n Son, reborN again as Father n Daughter, as Slaves, as Kings n Queens.. 



But in the enD, after so many times beinG reborn and finding themselves back in each others arms... They found that the true Love is Always for them to be in Love with each other as another's Mate.. As, then.. The DeviL N The Black Widow forever wiLL be So in Love with each other N their fire of PAssions can never die, as they know, to be married n contend with each other, wiLL kiLL that fire of Love n PAssions..ForeveR..

For the Last thousands of years LivinG n doinG what they do best, it has come to this finaL battLe, a battLe between themseLves, either to start taking controL or StiLL to have Faith n Letting go, to just take each other away from whom there are married to now.. Or stiLL contend to God's order N continue their task..



"FinaL War is coMing, the SeLfish must die", Says the DeviL.. "I must hunt them one by One untiL the End is clear.."N they wiLL be thE woods to fueL that fire of heLL (this seLfish and Ingnorance bunch), to burn other souLs, as to cleanse them before theY return to our Boss, to The ALL MIghty"..

"But DarLing, be mercifuL, as we ourseLves aLmost succumbed to that temptations of taking controL, taking the controL from our boss, we aLmost Loose our Faith N forgot our Place", says The Black Widow..



DeviL just Grin with an EviL smile as he says, "As God bare witness, I have no mercy, as, I am aLso that fire of the deepest heLL send to burnt aLL existences untiL its cleanse, UntiL theres no more empty space to hide for thiS seLfish, ungratefuL creations, who have forgotten how Boss Love them so much.. UntIL Boss creates me as that fire, making me feeL so much in pain to bare on my own, untiL there is no more pain to feeL for me.. So I have no more MercY as I am His instrument of PAiN..".. "MUAhahaha", He Laugh..

"BUt don't be sad mY weary black rose, My Dark Princess, as, how much EviL we think we are..There are more EviL out there that no one sees.. As they Look nice, heLpfuLL but in the end they never care, never do.. They take controL from our creator N try to make thiS worLd theirs for the taKing.. But they forgets, as, even the smaLLest dot of smartness they have in their brain, its aLL from Him, from Boss.. The ALL Mighty HimseLf".. 



"But for Tonite my Dark Princess, Tonight is just you N me.. Leave the worLd behinD for one night, Let me hoLd you in my arms, let me flow that fire in me to you, to make your coldness feeLs the warmth again, to feel the passions N feeLs the Love that we once have N that we stiLL have for one another.. NEver take what boss don't give, Never Deny whatever He gives, even its the worst, even we're the worst of aLL creations.. As for Him to creates the worst.. Its must be, because of the Love He have for US, as we are to be condemmed eternaLLy".. says the DeviL

The DeviL puts the Black Widow in His arms..HoLds her tight, as he Knows, tomorrow wiLL be another day for them, fuLL of fLames, full of vengance, full of revenge that have no mercy anD full of sorrows, as, that is what fueLs them, what makes them stronger to to Gods biD..

But for tonight, they just rest in each others arms.. Ever so Loving n ever so peaceFuL, as , tomorrow wiLL come, but tonight is stiLL here untiL God's switch On the Lights..




To BE ContiNue dah Ngantuk HurmmMM...

Take care, sweet sLeep N sLeep tight..

Ps. Boss, where;s My Black Widow LArr.. I osso need One, Sexy one ok, but, u know best boss, u choose  :)".. GudNite Boss.. ~ 888 ~ /||\

Thursday, 29 November 2012

fierce looks he has ..scares many people...yet so soft and gentle in the inside.... my gentleness at times failed to handle his exquisiteness....still will never give up on him....loving him eternally....

The unintended......

a song will do.... to start off the nite...

used to have my own blog back in 2009 ... then i stopped writing...and suddenly now i have the calling to write again.... many events has occurred throughout my life since 2009....but not goon write those past beautiful and lovely experience... later ..:)

tonite just feel like to write and write.. let it flow from the heart.... i know.. writing has always been a very good therapy to me...i used to have my diaries and journals since i was a little princess...but my dull and routine life has prevented me from writing...but now... i really meant now...i am jobless and unemployed and it is like everyday is a vacation for me...where i wake up every morning...and ask Boss i.e. God to lead me the way... i just follow His lead..

okay... now whats next?.. hurmm.. i actually wanted to write how i feel today and voice out all the uneasiness..frustration and anger via this blog...but somehow...the moment i start writing.. i start smiling.. and WOW!!!! where does all the anger...frustration and uneasiness go???

yeah.... it is the mood of writing....it does help me to be calm and cool and BLUR!! :)

since i was a little girl..whenever i look at myself... i see the dark ugly skinny girl who is always being left out... outcast...

the only friend she have was herself...whereby she imagined her self as one of those beautiful disney princesses...and somehow she believes so much in true love...maybe she had never felt the true love before...she always live in her own world..her own fairytales....her own fantasy...

when she grew up...she finally met her match...the one she thought her one true love...whom she calls the Dare Devil

how she adores him...loves him...deeply loving him...

hurmmm.....so many things inside my big heart...which i couldn't express it now...slowly my friend...slowly....

as usual...writing is always my therapy....i have started to write...and will continue writing...as i am now no longer hiding...

sincerely Angelic Black Widow

as i believe every good and evil both bring the GOOD at the end...

loving my both angelic me and the darkness me...god has created me that way..and i am blessed and happy with what i have....

till then...